my mum and I haven't spoke a word to each other till now...its been 1 day few hours since we talked...sometimes how i wish i could just take back that day and solve everything...but there's no such thing as time machine so i just have to stick to the reality...i just want everything to be back to normal...it's so hard!!!when will this end??? ARGHHHH!!!!!! i'm really going mad...everything that had happened there must be a lesson from it...but i can't think of any!!!i took care of it so properly already...what else am i suppose to do!! i'm just really confuse...the longer i stay in this house...i'll soon turn into a crazy lady...well that might happen as i can't go anywhere...wells!!how i wish i could drink starbucks right now...or haggan dazz ice-cream!!! i still wish i'm going england now...at least i could get away from this...well it's better to get away than stuck here being a dumbass in the house and just being ignore all the time...watever!!! i guess now i have to eat maggi mee again...i thought i wanted to follow daddy and mummy they all to eat breakfast with shermaine but i guess they wouldn't come back and pick me up...so another of maggi mee!! that's how it is now!!! i guess i have to get use to it!!:):)